Camp life has been pretty entertaining so far this summer, but I think that I’m about ready to be done and back home or, better yet, back at SPU. I thought I had my purpose here figured out, but now I’m not so sure. Allison left tonight and Ellie leaves in exactly one week. And I don’t know why, but that’s been hard for me to process. I hate the feeling of missing people. It feels like a ball of sadness has welled up within my chest and I’m not able to let go. And I’ve never been able to handle sadness well; I don’t know what to do about it.